Where did I go?January 14, 2013
The short answer is that I don’t like writing without authenticity so when I stopped cuckolding Richard I stopped writing.
But why did I stop cuckolding?
The slow decline started when I quit my job and became a full-time housewife and mother. Over time as I started to assume more and more daily responsibilities for my family, including decision making, scheduling, reminders etc, the less I felt I had of myself for myself.
When it came down to it, I didn’t want to add another “task” to my list. Another thing I had to take care of for someone else. I continued to have sex with other men but more for a “vacation” than anything else. Something my husband wasn’t involved with. Somewhere else I could go and forget the laundry, the dishes, the school work, the errands waiting for me.
I’m coming back to it now though, I’ve been attending a local discussion meet-up for cuckolding and it’s been very inspiring ;) I’ve also been delving deeper into my femdom which lends itself all to easily to cuckolding *grin*
Right now I’m using OkCupid to look for Alpha males to join our little kink. I’ll let you know how it turns out